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sadsadsex

by kittycat lollipop

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1.
The sun drowns below the waves A childhood fear Will it return tomorrow? Will I live to see? I can’t bear to see My fishbowl face In your eyes In your eyes Take me in your arms And close your eyes So what shall we do? What shall I be In your eyes In your eyes? Whatever happened to him? Do you remember Who he was? Dial tone unbroken Chain of words unspoken Pen and paper strangers Whatever happened to him? Do you remember Who he was? We used to be so close Avalanche of years Avalanche of years Will you return tomorrow? Will I live to see? Take me in your arms And close your eyes And what shall we do? Who shall I be In their eyes In their eyes? Whatever happened to him? Do you remember Who he was? Dial tone unbroken Chain of words unspoken Pen and paper strangers I looked away Closed my eyes Whatever happened to him? Do you remember Who he was? We used to be so close Avalanche of years Avalanche of years I can’t bear to see My fishbowl face In your eyes In your eyes Take me in your arms And close your eyes Whatever happened to me? Do you remember Who I was? Open your eyes Whatever happened to me? Do you remember Who I hoped to be? All the things I wanted All the homes I haunted Avalanche of years Avalanche of years Avalanche of years Avalanche of years Come to nothing
2.
Company 03:33
Anything is better than nothing You say You say And nothing is all I own You say You say When prayers are your only coin And pockets empty of all but love When the smoke in the distance Feels like home And angels circle up above Tell me now, are you my friend? Now, forever, in the end? I’ve never been so hungry While you lick your lips Anything is better than nothing You say You say And nothing is all you own You say You say When prayers are my only coin And pockets empty of all but love When the smoke in the distance Feels like home When prayers are your only coin And pockets empty of all but love When the smoke in the distance Feels like home And angels circle up above And angels circle up above Someone eats tonight
3.
Did you hear the one about the snake that ate its own tail Did you hear the one about the man who dug his own grave Have you heard the one that I’m about to tell you What makes you think I’ll tell you anything at all I am growing up I am growing weak I am growing blind I must leave it all behind I am growing up I am growing weak I am growing blind I must leave it all behind I am falling upwards The world moves too fast Just one more chance It’s all I ever asked I’ve only said hello But I must go I am growing up I am growing weak I am growing blind I must leave it all behind I am growing up I am growing weak I am growing blind I am growing dead I am growing dead I am falling upwards The world moves too fast Just one more chance It’s all I ever asked I’ve only said hello But I must go I am falling upwards The world moves too fast Just one more chance It’s all I ever asked I’ve only said hello But I must go I am falling upwards The world moves too fast Just one more chance It’s all I ever asked I’ve only said hello But I must go I am falling upward I am falling upward There is no anchor I am adrift No light to guide me home
4.
Casualty 03:09
I’ve seen the light in the eyes of everyone go out I’ve heard the spirit die in every cheated mouth And all the boys in plastic bubbles wait for a tender touch We are misfit toys broken and discarded Now we’re just like everybody else angry eyed and hard hearted Why do we fall down and shatter on the ground Where is our strength to stand? Why do we fall down and shatter on the ground Where is our strength to stand? Can we hide the evidence of all our hopes and dreams, or is it all too obvious we once lived for love? And all the boys in plastic bubbles wait for a tender touch We are misfit toys broken and discarded Now we’re just like everybody else angry eyed and hard hearted Why do we fall down and shatter on the ground Where is our strength to stand? Why do we fall down and shatter on the ground Where is our strength to stand? Can we hide the evidence of all our hopes and dreams, or is it all too obvious we once lived for love? Why do we fall down and shatter on the ground Where is our strength to stand? Why do we fall down and shatter on the ground Where is our strength to stand? Why do we fall down and shatter on the ground Where is our strength to stand? Why do we fall down and shatter on the ground Where is our strength to stand? Why do we fall down?
5.
Isinglass 03:40
Love, walking pigeon-toed, stumbles, cries to see its bloodied knees If I open myself to you like a whore’s bought thighs and reveal the subtle truth within my lies, where is my reward? Have you kept your word? But there’s something in your smile, that keeps me here a while Yes, I’m in love with ruins You know I’ve always been It hangs in the air like justice, like hungry mob justice The smoking gun of your goodbye The wasted breath of my alibi I came back from the edge of the world The doors were shut, the windows fast I returned from the end of the world and I could not meet my past How do I remember warmth how can I remember comfort Now you’ve left me here alone I could never own your heart, kept behind skin and bone I could never keep your heart, though I thought I did my part It hangs in the air like justice, like hungry mob justice The smoking gun of your goodbye The wasted breath of my alibi But there’s something in your smile, that keeps me here a while
6.
I dreamt of things unknown Of what’s been hidden from man’s eyes I saw the bitter seeds I’ve sown And how betrayal rests within my thighs But dreams erase themselves And the mirror meets us at dawn And the day holds us tight All things burn when touched by light And who should call when the world is night? And why can’t I answer? Why won’t I answer? There is a room where I store my past A closet huge and hungry I can hear the scratching I can hear the dead I can hear the scratching I can hear the dead And the day holds us tight All things burn when touched by light And you think you know me? You still believe you know me? I dreamt of things unknown Unseen Unreal Unkind And the day holds us tight All things burn when touched by light We wait for night (repeat)
7.
Stop-motion 05:47
Soon there will be nothing left of us just Nagasaki shadows on punished brick We gave up too soon I think we gave up too soon Used up our love now beg for scraps It’s all been done It’s all been done before But do you remember the taste of desire when it fell on your tongue like atomic fire and you thought you could never get higher? Oh, when did you grow old, why did you tire? The years watch and wait They lie in wait And we thought we were free and lived in blessed safety And it’s killing me It’s fucking killing me But do you remember the taste of desire when it fell on your tongue like atomic fire and you thought you could never get higher? Oh, when did you grow old, why did you tire? Let’s ride the Ghost Train one more time The doors slam shut the lights go out And up ahead someone is screaming Forget me Forget me

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Recorded between 2005 and early 2006, sadsadsex collects the initial fevered burst of kittycat lollipop's music. Along with "Feather Down" and "What Then?," these songs constituted the duo's early live sets, accompanied by films projected by Patrick Loveland, created for each song.

The video for "Stop-motion" by Patrick Loveland, based on the film projected during various performances over the years can be found here: www.youtube.com/watch?v=chjv5kj484A

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released October 30, 2017

Christopher Smith Adair: vocals
Mark Randall Loveland II: music, backing vocals ("Company")

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